So THAT was quite a ride. I’d even say “to the moon and back”. Yes, I’m back now with the honestly earned title “the queen of change” (or, as some might argue, “the queen of creating problems for myself”.) May be I’ll tell you this whole story one day, once I fully realize the true meaning of it all. But for now, all I say is that looks like it IS impossible to escape this California place. Just as they say in the Eagle’s song: “you can check out any time you want but you can never leave”. At least my first attempt to break away has failed. So here I am with totally new self, building a totally new life. I guess, I did manage to reinvent myself after all.